drop it, it is not worth it

02 Sep, 2024

everyone has a certain bandwidth and limitation upto which they can do a task. i have my limitations too. i think i am done at this point trying to stress over everything for no good reason and end up hating myself even more.

here is the comprehensive list of what i think i am trying to do and i need to drop them

1. college (trying to attend classes and failing)
2. trying to get cracked in ml
3. genai internship
4. ra position at Israel
5. btech project
6. ra position in college (trying to get it, prof is serious about it)
7. mba prepration
8. pick up c and neovim (is that even a thing?)
9. writing blog
10. shitposting from 2 accounts

let's categorise it

priority:
college: need to finish it, i am in final year of my degree.
btech project: on Wednesday, Saturday and Sunday 2 hrs each.

pays bills:
genai internship: pays my bills.
ra position in iit college: it is going to be interesting and fun tbh,

hobbies:
writing blog: dont have to do daily, good thought exercise, keeps my mind healthy.
shitposting from 2 accounts

unpaid, not priority but crucial:
ra position at Israel: can covert to phd, 2 hr of work on saturday and sunday should be fine

do not bandwidth at this point of time:
trying to get cracked in ml: fuck it, i am done.
mba prepration: will pickup in november.
pick up c and neovim: fuck it, i am done

okay, things are sorted, i am done. hasta la vista baby.